I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it....I don't believe it makes me real....

I ment all the things I said....

Been awhile, I'm back tho...not that anyone reads this...hehe!

If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me.  It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.  Then post this to your journal.  See what people remember about you

Well, lots of BS lately...2 hurricanes in the past month which sux ass. I'm moving which isnt COMPLETLY crappy but it is cuz im leaving freinds. Lonely as fuck but hey shit happens right? I'm gettin' me a Chevy Tahoe in the next 2 months. starting a $500 a week job, droping a .305 Chevy small block into one of our Volvo's that puts out 480hp to the wheels and some custom body mods and logo's, and possibly getting a Harley. Again, only downside to all this is that I'm leaving my freinds to do it all....sux ass but I gotta get my life moving instead of sitting at a red light any longer.

Story of the Year - Page Avenue

I still recall / every summer night / like it was yesterday The time could never end / and my friends were family Nothing mattered more / then the loyalty we had Now I'm a world away from everything we shared I had something better waiting ahead I try to take control of my heart I had something better But i'll tear it down and I'll tape it up by my own design I fall Bring back the days Three story parking lot The air is never dry As the city falls asleep / days bleed into the night The table set the stage / for a life of memories But I'm a world away from everything I had something better waiting ahead I try to take control of my heart I had something better But i'll tear it down and I'll tape it up by my own design I fall apart as time passes by I fall apart but the memories never die I still recall every summer night It seems like yesterday But I'm still a world away (still a world away) I had something better waiting ahead I try to take control of my heart I had something better But i'll tear it down and I'll tape it up by my own design I had something better I fall I had something better (I had something better) and I fall apart as time passes......

You want me dead? Well sorry to dissapoint you, I promise to not try very hard when it comes to not dying. Just for you, I hope this will make you happy...I alrdy started by removing some blood from my body throught my hands, I hope this makes you happy.

Element Eighty - Scars (The Echo Song)

You said that we would always be friends
You said our love would never end
But all you gave to me were scars on my heart
All you did to me was tear my world apart
You left these scars on my heart

You took my love and made it bend
And you knew my money was for you to spend
You stabbed my heart and tore my world apart
and all you left me with were scars on my heart

Scars on my heart
These scars on my heart
Scars on my heart
Scars on my heart

You took my love way past the line
You took this broken heart and you made it mine
But I don't need your sympathy
No I don't need one damn thing

You left these scars on my heart
Scars on my heart
Scars on my heart
Scars on my heart

And now I'm scarred
And now I'm scarred forever

You said that we would always be friends
You said our love would never end
All you gave to me were scars on my heart
And all you did to me was tear my world apart

Scars on my heart
These scars on my heart
Scars on my heart
Scars on my heart

Don't make me

And now I'm scarred
And now I'm scarred
And now I'm scarred forever

Scarred

When all is said & done & dead...

Does he love you the way that I do.....

Breathing in lightning.....

Tonights for fighting.....

I feel the hurt...so physicall.....

COME AROUND COME AROUND NO MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!